Friday, January 23, 2015

Do you have recurring dreams?

I guess I don't have recurring dreams, per se, but I do have a recurring theme. Every so often I dream of things falling from the sky. I am slightly phobic of flying. When I go to get on an airplane or sometimes just riding to the airport, I can feel my body tightening, my head starting to ache and I even start to shake sometimes. It is ridiculous. Logically, I know that everything is fine, so I will never let it stop me, but there is no denying it exists.

Anyway, you would think my dreams would be about me in an airplane crash, right? While airplanes (and helicopters) often crash in my dreams, I am never on them. I just see it happen or occasionally, they fall ON me. One of the more memorable ones had me watching black hawks falling from the sky into a field one by one with no discernible reason why. Many times, including the one this week, had me sitting in my office when I notice a plane flying too close (I live right between two airports, about 10 miles in each direction. There are planes flying by constantly, but not close.) In my dreams, I will see the plane pass by or overhead and then feel it hit the building somewhere. I'm not usually affected by the impact, but I'm trying to get myself (and others) away from danger.

Since we have had a rash of earthquakes in north Texas, I wondered if we had one that night and I substituted the plane crash in my dream, but we didn't. Too weird. I tried reading some dream interpretations, but it all seemed like nonsense.

You will be happy to know I am planning to buy a full length mirror for my office this weekend. There should be plenty of light for future pictures. :) In the meantime, you get these dark messes...

This is my outfit from yesterday. I don't think it photographed well, but it was really cute!

Here is a closer look at the necklace. Don't mind my non-makeup face. I worked out at lunch and didn't reapply. I need to start bringing make up to touch up after the workouts. I always sweat it off!
Here is today's outfit. I tried taking a picture at home too but it didn't work either. Once I have the mirror in my office, they should be much better!

It is sweetly conservative. I'm having a blast with the Gwynnie in case you couldn't tell. If you find yourself interested, follow this link.

I didn't post yesterday which usually would be bad news. But I was good with my food choices yesterday and I worked out at lunch. I tried a new podcast called Criminal. It is no Serial, but it is interesting and I want to try a few more. I did have an opportunity to go to yoga, but I went home instead.

I'm getting my hair cut tomorrow which I'm really excited about. I'm still growing out the front, but getting the back trimmed up. It is getting straggly. This is my goal:

I wonder how long it is going to take me before I give up and go back to this:
Of course, I was about 24 pounds lighter there. Sigh. Baby steps.

Have a wonderful weekend! My goal is to cook healthy and stay active.

Hugs!




2 comments:

Rhonda said...

I couldn't even tell you weren't wearing makeup in the picture... you're gorgeous with and without it! The post-workout glow looks great on ya!

MandaPanda said...

I'm with Rhonda...you have a gorgeous complexion!